Day 4: Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hint at your kinks?
To be completely honest, I really don’t think there were any telltale signs in my earlier years that hinted toward what I would become after turning 40 and having my revelation. My relationships, few that they were, consisted of completely vanilla behavior - and boring vanilla behavior, at that. Even oral sex didn’t occur much for me, which was odd in and of itself considering how much I love licking a sweet cunt. Of course, my high school girlfriend was completely squicked out by the thought of me going down on her, and my wife - well, to be honest, she simply didn’t taste good.
Thoughts of actually restraining someone, spanking, whipping, causing pain - none of these things really even entered my mind. My sexual experiences as a whole were extremely limited, and I was too much of an introvert after high school to really step out and discover that there were alternatives to the standard mold of societal existence.
In retrospect, I think it might have actually been for the best, because in my younger years I was simply too immature and insecure to comprehend and understand such relationships. Now that I’m older, wiser, more experienced - I can lay out all of the paths of life before me and make an educated choice of which one I find most appealing, knowing full well what the repercussions of my decisions might be.